Saturday, April 17, 2010

miss you~~

is been separate for 4 months then we back to each other again~~
actually it should feel happy and glad to have each other~~
it is not so easy to get back the person you love again back to your side~~
although i know it's already can't back to the position like last time we were together~~
the feeling that we used to have last time already different now~~
since we know each other so much now, so we won't touch the point that will make each other feel sad or down again~~
and just because we know each other so much, so, the communication between each other become less than last time~~
maybe we are not as sweet or as close like last time~~


but, we know that we need each other~~
for any reason or yet, for certain purpose, we together back again~~
although still can't forget what had happen last time when we broke up, but still will think positively~~
actually i already don't care whether i now is having single life or having a partner right now~~
it seem like didn't change much of my life now~~
my life still going on, whatever~~


this is the second time we been together~~
so, we know each other pattern~~
what can say and what couldn't~~
what can share and what couldn't~~
and the time spending with each other also not as much as last time already of course~~


we need freedom~~
we are the person that cannot stick to each other too much~~
if, stick each other too much, conflict might be happen~~
as what everyone said~~
the more we talk, the more we get wrong~~
maybe i always be the one who get wrong~~
so, i already learn from the pass, just because i respect him as my partner~~


what he always told me was, maybe i m not the person he love the most, but i am the one who treat him the best, so, he wish to has me be with him~~
and what my mind thinking is like, hmm...ya, maybe he is right~~
but, sentences that came out from a guy, the probability on trusting him is just like less than 50%, some more he is not a normal guy, i mean not a very loyalty guy~~
but, as people said, this is the personality of a guy~~
guys like to flirt, like to know pretty girls, like to meet hot chicks~~
but, as long as they know to back ''home''~~
so as to girls~~girls can be good in flirting also and maybe it won't lose than a guy~~
girls can easily get flirt with guys, as long as they have a prettier look than normal girl and have a special outstanding *communicate style*~~
so, in this case, it should be balance for us~~
we have the same kind of ''personality''~~
although is not that good enough for a pair of couple~~
because it might be more easier to break faster~~
but, sometimes it might be funny~~

so, conclusion is, we treat each other as soul mate, but we are couple~~


p/s : trusted on what should i trust, believed on what should i believe, i won't blame anyone~~
maybe i already not the LIM PEI JIE that you used to know, but, i still got feeling on you~~
''hope'' we can hold hand till the end~~*seem silly because seem like impossible till the end, but is good to have this kind of mind set*~~


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