Monday, December 12, 2011

last month' 2011

I am here again to flood my blog post since long time didn't come and write something already.

say till flood, please rain god, I beg you, don't ever rain again in my hometown, this will cause my house getting flooded again. I am very scare with this, you never know my feeling everytime whole family members trapped on the water. It was helpless, dangerous, sad, nervous, scare, many many more feeling. My parent already don't have more energy to always move everything up and down just because scare of the flood. They can't have big moving already, I very worried someday if continuous this situation, moving till half have any incident happen but water is coming up, been flooded, then how? I worried so much about this, plus there were so less people in house to help them. I not at home to help them nowadays, I worried them so much. I miss them and love them so much.

left almost 3 weeks times to reach 2012, anything I will regret if I didn't do in 2011?
no!! I never will do or let me have something to regret. all I did and decided was according to my heart. no regret in it or for any choice that I made before. everything that happen on me, I will received it with graceful heart, this is the road that I need to walk through. nobody knows what will going on next. do decision twice to make sure everything is right for me.

last 3 weeks in this year, I would like to say, I miss everyone in my families. I heart them so much. can't wait to meet them during CNY. of course, I love my boy so much too, he is the one make my days. he treated me like the only one in the world. he is so great to me and I glad to have him in this year. everything goes smoother with his appearance. how lucky am I. ^^

p/s: faster graduate from here and I can meet you all anytime, anywhere. =)

那些天,我都在哭的日子!

感伤的主题。

可是,
我真的承认我非常爱哭!
当然不是没理由的哭!

我泪腺浅~
但不是看戏就会轻易掉泪的那种!
而是想起家人,
眼泪一定留了下来。

每每跟他离别时,
泪,
真的是没办法停,
不是我特地在他面前哭,
只是真的心头一阵,
真的是不舍得到一个极限,
不是因为我们才在一起不久才会有的,
只是我们差不多每个月见一次面,
见面越多,
离别次数当然也多,
离别时总是忘了见面时有多开心,
一切又要回到原点,
没有另一半的生活着。

虽然没有人说这样子活着会怎么样,
可是,
体会了很多次的离别,
心还是有感觉的。

不管什么样的离别,
跟家人,朋友,爱人,
都是痛苦的。

泪水多的我,
不能看到分离的时候,
不然真的就掉泪了。

有了情人不代表就不用朋友了!
我是需要朋友来让我在这里的日子变得有趣,
可是,
事与愿违,
我要的越多就越不可能拥有,
我第一次为了这件事而差点掉泪,
我没有做错任何事,
没有得罪任何人,
就是朋友之间见面减少到一种无奈的感觉,
我已经变成多余,
没被想起,
不会被想起,
特地被遗忘,
的一个人。

我,
一直孤独的坐在房间,
我只是为了功课忙碌,
从来都不会因为应酬多而不见人影,
不然就是真的没事做,
可是,
还是躲在房里,
朋友越变越少,
不是我没有尝试约人出来,
看来是失败了。

他告诉我说没事的,
不用想太多,
有他就够了。

可是,
在这里,
我需要朋友,
我还是需要真实的关心,
但是,
事实真的证明一切,
言语再多也是多余,

每每上课途中遇见你们,
永远听到的都是,
好久不见!
可是你们都每天都见!
看来这问题真的是出在我身上了!

悲哀啊~
曾经朋友多得满条街都是,
现在,
连个屁打了都还有回音!

p/s: 我真的有那么让你们这么不想跟我一起出去吗?

Sunday, December 11, 2011

那些年,我在新加坡的日子!

看来来回回这几年我还是非常想念在那里的生活!
在那里,生死自己来!
整个环岛非常方便
整座城市非常的炫目
一个人去也非常的享受
所谓背包旅行
不必花大钱
不必坐飞机
但,
一定要非常了解当地状况!

新加坡,
可以说大部分都是外来人!
太多太多游子了,
多到一上捷运我都玩起了猜国籍游戏。

我非常欣赏新加坡的管理制度,
轻松得来,又秩序!
外国人都能何时何地在那儿亲密的亲吻了,
根本没人会给与异样眼光。
可是当然不是这个原因他们来到新加坡啦~

当然是那里跟他们的国家的‘速度’一样快,
每个人都在跟时间赛跑,
这不是所谓的新加坡人‘怕输’,
是当每个人都在加紧脚步时,
你放慢了,就真的会落差很大。
别忘了,
当你在放慢脚步时,
其他人不是跟你一样的,
他们还在为他们的脚步加快。

我真的真的太喜欢那里了,
交通方便,
很多旅游景点,
能认识很多国家的朋友,
最好是能在市中心那里坐着一小时也好,
你会看到所有世界各地的朋友都在那里落下脚步。
不管是男是女,年老幼小,高矮肥瘦,
帅的,美的,有钱的,特别的,表演才艺的,讨钱的,
这些全部都落在你的眼睛里,
非常有趣,非常亲切!

p/s: 生活在新加坡真的是整个水准都会提高!