recently ~~

erm...

actually i don't know what to write here...

but actually i got a lot of thing want to shout out !!

i think i really can put down the past now fully ~~ ''hopefully very soon''

don't know why these few days i really feel very lonely, need someone to accompany me badly ~~ i want couple's feel !! although really got lot of friends beside me, but it really different feeling that i wanted ~~ but, i wish i can enjoy my single life more longer now....haiya, don't know lar, strange feeling come out from me these few days...

besides, 2nd semester timetable really will slowly killing me....argh ~~ everyday also full with lectures and tutorials....everyday also very tired, very sleepy~~homeworks much till want faint already. luckily, for this period not that much preparation for activities, although i also didn't involve much in activities and just finish pesta gawai keamatan. that's why will be more free nowadays. pm school also not that busy, still waiting the order from YDP...APK need to start meeting and all that, cause of the presentation for the business idea soon.

and the main thing that we keep on discuss this few days is about the trip during september mid-sem break. we few people here didn't back hometown - cause i get ''shoot'' last time when i back home, my bro said i back for what, also do nothing at home, more better i used the flight ticket money to go travel around sabah there...lolx...others are because want save the flight ticket then didn't go back home. ok..this time i really use the money go travel around sabah, the places that comfirm to go are kundasang - a place near gunung kinabalu, island and sandakan. if i comfirm want go travel, then how much also not a problem for me, cause the money is from dad de...hahaha...he more happier i used his money to go travel than simply buy things....hahahaha...i have a good papa...^^v

recently really didn't have special mood for anything. don't know why. it not alike me. nothing to let me have special mood like very happy or very sad. maybe something make me sad, but it's already an expected thing for me, so i also didn't feel very sad. and really got nothing to make me very happy. maybe just feel normal normal only. and recently really talk with many people that i didn't meet them before via fb chat box and msn. maybe i think of they didn't meet me before or not really know who am i, so that i can easily tell them anything, express what i feel and what i think. but weird is they all are from penang and they all know who is ''he'' ...swt me !! inside the conversation with guy, sure won't say about him, cause they also got no comment on it. and i more talk with the reality thing and joking with them...lolx...quite funny..the other way, when chat with girl, as usual, whenever there are 2 girls then for sure will share for everything and 8 together, very nice talk. hahahaha =)

p/s : i want a nice and peaceful relationship !! =)