Thursday, March 29, 2012

my forever

my only one in my life 
also the only best friend in the world
nowadays full of stress
I have no way or no one to tell out
just him 
I can just tell and ask for help from him

I so appreciate and glad I have him
again prove I didn't make a wrong choice 



isn't he cute? hahaha :)


p/s: he is the Sibu's 娘炮!

helpless

how many people will sigh and cry for their FYP?

everyone know how hard and stress for doing FYP.
the stress that given me so much hard time and it was so hard for me to cross it.

I couldn't find a way to solve it and I don't know how to make it better.
I don't know the way, I don't know the solution, I don't know why it is so hard!

the bottleneck,
I can't access it with any thought and idea that I have,
I can't solve it with just a mouse click,
even Google deny to give me answer,
how bad of this situation am I.

so helpless,
tend to be hardworking but nothing could help me to do the next step.

the mouse click and the software facing make me so helpless,
WHAT SHOULD I DO?
I have to do it, this I understand, but HOW?

I try for many ways,
is it try not even harder on it?

I don't want to be the loser in front of anyone,
I want to be proud that I could do something out nice,
but maybe the God never want me to that kind of person,
I am way far from that.

p/s: T.T

Thursday, March 22, 2012

family's vacation in KK

my dad plan this since I came here for study,
but this sem is my last sem over here,
he started to be like ''opps'' ~ time flying so fast kah?!

then on last month, he bought the whole family ticket to KK instead of Labuan,
this is because my mom said what so fun in Labuan @@

so, I also book my time to KK for those few days.

I search the website on what are the interesting places or must visit places in KK,
but end up most pop up are the foods, not places.
except for Kundasang, everyone recommended this place.

first day, went to the main campus to round the whole compound of the campus.
their expression: wow, so big!! how about your campus's compound? LOL, I said, might be 1/6?
after that back to hotel to let the oldies have a rest, * my grandpa following this trip too *
at the night went to "Gayang Seafood Restaurant" for dinner,
the oldies mumbling said, drive so far away just for a dinner, the petrol also cover almost half of the dinner cost!
sad me, but still the dinner was way so delicious ^^

second day, drive up to Kundasang all along by me!
went to every common hot-spot for tourists.
gear up, drive down all the way of the mountains.
the oldies said I so brave on it, but for me it just driving, but need put a lot of attention on it of course!

but after I back to KK again, I feel super exhausted of driving the whole day,
this cause me having diarrhea on the third day.
I didn't sleep at all after I woke up from stomachache,
I have no idea what thing went wrong.
I wait until my mom woke up and asking for her help.
she just like old time, help me release my pain.
use the tiger balm and put on my stomachache, my back and massage my whole body.
maybe was because of the tiredness of driving whole day,
or maybe I get motion sickness while I driving.

actually planned to go to snorkeling on third day,
but because of me, nobody went out and until I get better a bit just went out shopping at 1B,
before went out, I found out I got a bit fever so I had a panadol pill.
because of the pill, I almost fell asleep when watching "John Carter".
I knew it was a nice movie, but the pill, make my eyelid so damn heavy!
I don't have any appetite for the whole day,
except for had a bowl of red bean soup and bread, that's it.

on the last day, I felt much better,
woke up late than others and I thought I need to wait for them to go Gaya street together,
but after my mom came back, she said nobody else in hotel already, they all went out.
LOL!
I straight called them to meet them.
have my breakfast with bread and tea.
after that prepared to send them to airport.
although feel so unwilling to break up with them,
but I will meet them again soon in April. :)



p/s: my mom still the mom who always love us although always mumbling at us when we grew up, I almost forgot how long she didn't take care of me when I was sick. 


p/s: and don't forget to wish my babe happy birthday on 15th March. I can't celebrate with him on that day because the first day of the vacation was on that day too. so sorry but hope my love already sent to you on that day :) love you 

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

29 February 2012

here come another 4 years for 29/2

how special is today ?
nothing!
LOL

a story I heard special for today was sound like this:
when a girl like a boy so much and not dare to say out,
she can choose today to say it out no matter how the result is.
if the boy accept the girl, then they just like other couple,
problem is when they are not~
the boy need to pay an amount of money that covered back how much the pain that made on the girl.

hey~ look out boys, girls are not easy for today !

p/s: "refer to hard girls group" only if there is some! haha ~ happy Feb 29 :)

Monday, February 27, 2012

internship?

what the hell why all the universities and colleges make theirs students to go on with the internship and is not just giving us a real training under others company but still need evaluate the presentation of works everyday.

it gives students trouble on finding the job since we are so clueless on that finding-job part !

the so called most-easiest-way on searching the job's website - JOBSTREET, become the most website being visit in coming days after the LI2 news been out, so am I !

while I was searching the job related with my field, many things block my way. as my course taken was Technology Multimedia, come out will having the name of "bachelor of Sciences" ! WHAT !!!! what the DUT related to Sciences ??? it should be more to IT, but not full IT thou, but why Sciences?? T.T

ok! lets see what jobs can be the jobs of us:
graphic designer? ( there are much more people studying this as main course, we are not! )

web designer? ( high demand, higher percentages of people studying this >< )

programmer? ( this work, but we are not that focus on this field, half-half ! damn )

IT developer? ( I don't know so much on the coding stuff, if choose this just find a hole to let me jump in )

animator? ( the exactly what we only focus on in the entire of university life, well, this is the one that putting in front of me but I still thinking a lot of things about this. first, if I do this on my intern, how about the real job? am I need to continue with this or find another job? but if I really want to find another job, I less of experience on that. second, the company, a big sigh for it! don't know how to say, no point for me to be a permanent staff, but after I intern at there, will there be another road for me? got, not related to IT field !! )

fine ! let's prepare the resume and send out to that particular company. I don't know how the company will pay me but I know their style! T.T

p/s: work is all about money !! I want earn a lot of MONEY MONEY MONEY !!!!

Friday, February 24, 2012

Avril's ROCK !!!

yes !!

the first and the only concert that I had been went for ~ is she - Arvil Lavinge !!!

she is so damn cool since she was out as a singer.

love her from the first album and she was came to Malaysia and had her last Black Star concert tour !!

I was exciting when I knew about this news couple months ago, but I know I can't make it since I had course during the day. however, I make me back to the Peninsular and join the big party !!

how awesome it is when everyone was queue up just for her, maybe this was the first thought in my mind, but after all the raining dropping down and too too many people waiting to get into the stadium, the mood getting lower a bit.

but it increase back very fast when the time reach and Avril was there on the stage !!

is she !!

and the first song she sang was "What The Hell", the moment in the stadium bring to a top high at the second!!

in the whole concert, everyone know how to sing her songs.

all her famous songs were out there live from her and everyone sing together with her, how lovely it is!

wish you were here, girlfriend, smile, when you're gone, unbreakable, I'm with you, I love you, complicated ...
all these represented her all these year she went through.





p/s: her voice is such a gift from god, damn powerful and touching.

15/2/2012

since I put some much on 14/2
and yet
the real day was on 15/2

the moment I got on the car after my flight
I received my present and card
chocolate too

highlights was on the night
we went to a buffet restaurant 
a restaurant that booked for a week
that's our valentine's dinner

totally satisfy with the foods there
but if ask me for the second visit
I will just think about it twice
although the foods were tasty
but not surprised us

hmmm




p/s: our first valentine's day