tiring weeks

tiring weeks ~

tired ~ tired ~ tired !!

exhausted !!!

exhausted !!!

fast fast fast finish all the works !!!

p/s: T.T

exciting :D

I'm now suddenly very excited to countdown the days to back home.

why?

found out a chinese calender and I 'm very curious when is my chinese birthday.

hahaha...I just can say that my 1 week holiday is full with events.

happy !!!

5/11/2011 - reach KL

6/11/2011 - back home.

7/11/2011 - public holiday, can spent more days with parent and siblings, my boy as well.

8/11/2011 - my chinese birthday ~~ woohoo !!!

9/11/2011 - our's 7 months anniversary :)

10/11/2011 - my birthday ~ my birthday !!

11/11/2011 - a very beautiful number appear on this day, should get a good memory on this day

12/11/2011 - weekend, enjoy to the max before back to Labuan. ^^

13/11/2011 - back to Labuan. +.+

p/s: so excited. can't wait to back. it's just a clip eye then my birthday is coming, never expect it reach this fast, starting from now just less than 3 weeks time. hmm ~ something for me?? hehe... for this, I would like to say thank you that I really have a very blast birthday last year, hope it will be continue this year. *I'm not that greedy thou :P* good night, sweet dream :D

resume

hmm ~

about this,

actually I've been interview for a couple times,

but the weird is,

I never wrote any or prepared anything on this.

due to the workshop and mock interview soon,

is required to get an outstanding resume to impress the interviewer,

ok,

I got a sample,

and been corrected,

I just need to be more to the job offered to direct to the point on it.

before I stepped in Form 6,

my mom wants me to be a nurse actually,

there were 2 reasons,

first is for sure my SPM result wasn't a good sign to let me study in Form 6,

and second reason is nurse definitely will get a job right after the studied,

these were what my mom brain wash previously.

that time,

read advertisement in paper showed that Assunta Hospital and Pantai Hospital having new intake on new batch nurses and ask for walk in interview,

I didn't prepare anything and just bring what they stated in the paper,

and that time,

resume stated at there,

I got no idea what is that!!

I ask my dad on it,

he just said I was a fresh grad from SPM,

resume is the ''leaving school cert'',

this was what I thought last time.

too bad,

when I entered in the interview room for both,

they were asking where was my resume,

I said the ''school leaving cert'' !!

OMGard...is damn shame of me when thinking on it now. >.<'''

but I still get a called from them to ask me want or not to be their nurse,

definitely I rejected them (if not, where will see me study in UMSKAL nowadays),

the reason was very easy,

that time while waiting and I already became a Form 6 student,

and I didn't think twice or what when giving answer,

I just said: " I think I don't want already, I already start my Form 6 class!"

hahahahaha ~ this sentence make my brother and mom speechless till the max !!!

they said nurse is a guarantee of life,

no need worried about life, future.

but these are the thing I told them I dislike!

I don't like everything been set,

too bored, too dull!!

ewwwwwww ~~~~~~~~

even when I working in Singapore,

they also just look on my cert and didn't ask for my resume,

I pass my interview and work over there for half year,

not bad thou (Orchard Road eh!) ^^v

until the last job of mine until now,

I also never hand in any resume,

LOL!

I really need get something on it,

impress huh !!

p/s: I think I should think some dialogue before I get into the mock interview ~ LOL. :)

10/10/2011

yeah ~

today is the 20th flight I ever have in my life.

suddenly get a mind that seem like I really sit a plenty of times since I studied here.

glad that every time sitting on it is always safe and smooth

pray hard the future flight that will be taken will also be safe flight

p/s: thanks baby to let me fly high !! :)

B9T2U1P2

my hostel's room:

1) lappie - checked (without this will live like a vampire I guess)

2) speaker - checked (boom boom shake shake babeh!)

3) broadband - checked (but need wifi badly)

4) lovely bear to hug - checked (bring back a huge get a small here :] )

5) water dispenser - cheked (useful thou, saving time)

6) fridge - checked (it's ease me much)

7) face caring stuffs - checked (take it important nowadays to maintain my outlook ~ hehe)

8) printer - checked (ease me as I'm a third year student now)

9) multi cooker/rice cooker - checked (cook whatever I prefer~even PORK!)

10) purse/hand set - checked ( nonsense but nobody can live without this lovely stuff, secrets inside ~ hmmm..... :P)

p/s: can't take picture yet to show here until it is get tidy up one day although I know I won't !! hahaha...but I confirm all these make my day comfortable as in my home :)

sept' 2011

the last day of September 2011'

do nothing besides than watching drama.

I thought stay at room will not that warm compared to outside,

but this is not so true,

it is just the same warm inside the room.

whole day no class is that free

no need bother any other first

wait till the very alert minded suddenly pop up just tend to be hardworking then.

hehe :D

today is the only day in our entire life

the day past silently without any sign

people won't feel any special on the day

but no one know what will happen in our future

appreciate what we have and try hard to get what we want

don't wait till too late

at here I also want to wish course mate of mine--yin lian

happy birthday

have a blast and enjoy the big day

happy and healthy always :)

p/s: So Am I !! ❤

boring night

the final timetable of my third year first semester,

which it is just on Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday,

of course it is very pack in a day,

but have a deep thinking what should I do during the 4 days ''holiday''.

to be correct,

I should work hard on how to make my FYP to be better in quality and not last minutes work,

but obviously,

I don't have much mood on it.

nowadays I realize that the moment I log in this blog is because I am very boring.

I don't have any reason to make me go to bed earlier since no class on Friday.

I don't have mood to continue my drama and just want to listen some musics to let me feel free.

I don't have the motive on my any works,

honestly,

I seem like sick on the society's stuffs,

can be said as I don't have a big push to be so active in it,

but of course I can't,

I need to settle things inside and tried to let everything move faster and I can retired earlier.

in this campus,

ya,

they are so many newbies that will let people to feel interest to have a look on them,

I will agree on this if I am still in first or second year,

but now I am in third year and don't have the energy and less interest in meeting new friends,

I will be glad if I am always in good relation with my course mates and some campus mates.

I don't mind if I am always alone in room or walking alone to attend lectures,

this is the inner me that don't like people disturb me,

I very OK with this because I really enjoy the moment,

there were people always ask me why walking alone to attend lectures or anywhere else,

not I don't have friends to walk together,

just I don't like to let people wait for me or vise versa,

an adult what for need to wait or to be waited and walk together to attend lectures,

I really don't understand,

maybe some of them need partners all along or some are so need to talk with friends no matter anytime, anywhere,

but definitely not me.

my this so-called-unfriendly attitude will just appeared in my personal life,

will not happened in class or in any public places,

I will talk whatever in class with no boundaries but not too over.

I miss my boy badly although I am just at here for not a month time,

but every time when I am so mean to express my anger or my unwilling feeling,

I will always think of someone who forced to separate with each other because of education,

I am just that few months but they are waiting for years,

so I will control myself and not to be greedy,

everything will be fine after all.

everyone miss someone,

so do the person also that missing each other no matter families or partner,

so have to try not to make the self feeling and complained it in one shot,

in the end,

not just you getting down,

the person who heard it also will got hurt,

how sad is it.

I apologize here to my boy on what I had did,

my temper keep changing make you so hard to stable me back,

just the words of mine heard so wrong but you also know I never mean it,

I always say sorry not because I really did something wrong,

is I scared I accidentally make or said wrong suddenly,

I am so care of you every time,

just my the way express might be weird or different only.

p/s: thanks and I love you. :)