I am a tough girl !! ^^

me~~

everyday seem like live happily~~

everyday seem like live without stress~~

everyday seem like live with whatever~~

but, do you think there is a single person live like this??!!

is just depend on you how you control your life !!

if you everything also think toward the negative part, then for sure there will always be a negative ending for you ! although we know that when we are doing something, we need to think about the risk of it and think of the worst part of it, with this we just can recovered it easily !

for me, i will always do first before talk so much about it ! if it is really can't work, for sure i won't start it. but if it is workable, then we should get a try. i prefer try it and feel regret after it than didn't do anything just feel regret why we didn't go and try before !!

i relate all these in every area, no matter in student's life, families and even for love !!

i really believe that we need to try everything and get through everything in our life. my life is just like an adventure. i had been go through many things until now. i know many things in this world. i learn many thing in this reality stage. i meet too many people in these world, really uncountable. i gain many experience from it. i look through many things. nothing can make me feel sad suddenly. i believe there is just 1 type of human in this world. we all are just the same, nobody is more better than others, we all are equal !! whenever you feel somebody are different from you, it is just because they have the life experience that we never tried before.

so, whenever we meet something bad, never and ever try to give up or fade up!! nothing can't be solve, every question also have their solution~~it is better for us to face the problem with a positive minded than negative thinking. we always been courage to choose to live happily than live dully !!

p/s : we can't choose what is our life, but we can control our life !! if i can handle it well, why don't you ??!! i choose to be a tough girl, so, i am a tough girl !! i choose to live happily, i choose to live with SMILE, i choose to live like adventure everyday !! I LOVE LIFE !! ^^

12082010 !!!

everything is just so nice and suit to our life....

maybe someone will feel like they always less 1 thing in their daily life...

is just like when we are doing something, then they sure will say : if i have another 1 to suit us then everything will look more better and nicer !

but then, is it the most important thing in our life ??!!

if it is not a big deal, then it is just a whatever for me !!

who care if is it influence others thinking or my image point !!??

my life always been said like : hmmm..peijie won't care or peijie won't think too much for it de lar!!

and yes, what for i think so much for it ! it's just 1 part of my life. it's sure will become past tense. when few years later, will you still think it back and feel regret or angry on yourself??!! and the answer comfirm will be a big ""NO"" !!!!

p/s : quote of the day : just do everything and try it, it is better you regret after it than do nothing !!!

LOL

hahaha.....

yeah....i manage to sign in again but is with open another new blog....lolx...

means i still can keep this blog...yeah !!

wan sui ~~~~

hahahaha

p/s : at least my mood become normal before the day end !!!! hahahahaha...i love you !! ^^

recently ~~

erm...

actually i don't know what to write here...

but actually i got a lot of thing want to shout out !!

i think i really can put down the past now fully ~~ ''hopefully very soon''

don't know why these few days i really feel very lonely, need someone to accompany me badly ~~ i want couple's feel !! although really got lot of friends beside me, but it really different feeling that i wanted ~~ but, i wish i can enjoy my single life more longer now....haiya, don't know lar, strange feeling come out from me these few days...

besides, 2nd semester timetable really will slowly killing me....argh ~~ everyday also full with lectures and tutorials....everyday also very tired, very sleepy~~homeworks much till want faint already. luckily, for this period not that much preparation for activities, although i also didn't involve much in activities and just finish pesta gawai keamatan. that's why will be more free nowadays. pm school also not that busy, still waiting the order from YDP...APK need to start meeting and all that, cause of the presentation for the business idea soon.

and the main thing that we keep on discuss this few days is about the trip during september mid-sem break. we few people here didn't back hometown - cause i get ''shoot'' last time when i back home, my bro said i back for what, also do nothing at home, more better i used the flight ticket money to go travel around sabah there...lolx...others are because want save the flight ticket then didn't go back home. ok..this time i really use the money go travel around sabah, the places that comfirm to go are kundasang - a place near gunung kinabalu, island and sandakan. if i comfirm want go travel, then how much also not a problem for me, cause the money is from dad de...hahaha...he more happier i used his money to go travel than simply buy things....hahahaha...i have a good papa...^^v

recently really didn't have special mood for anything. don't know why. it not alike me. nothing to let me have special mood like very happy or very sad. maybe something make me sad, but it's already an expected thing for me, so i also didn't feel very sad. and really got nothing to make me very happy. maybe just feel normal normal only. and recently really talk with many people that i didn't meet them before via fb chat box and msn. maybe i think of they didn't meet me before or not really know who am i, so that i can easily tell them anything, express what i feel and what i think. but weird is they all are from penang and they all know who is ''he'' ...swt me !! inside the conversation with guy, sure won't say about him, cause they also got no comment on it. and i more talk with the reality thing and joking with them...lolx...quite funny..the other way, when chat with girl, as usual, whenever there are 2 girls then for sure will share for everything and 8 together, very nice talk. hahahaha =)

p/s : i want a nice and peaceful relationship !! =)

hmm....

hmm....

i guess i din did anything wrong....

i told someone honestly....

we are not suppose to become a special friend....

and we are not yet reach the time become special friend....

we just know each other not that long....

and everything is just too fast....

sorry to tell that i cant be that kind of person....

so, as i said before to others, i prefer single life now, if somebody knock my door now, i also will tell them : " sorry, i'm not the person you're finding !!! "

p/s : i really don't want us become special friend, i prefer normal friendship between us ....sorry !

the past 1 month ~~~

when the date shown more and more nearer to June, then i know that is time for me to sit flight back to UMS KAL...what a sad thing for me, cause i really not willing to leave my sweet home and my friends there...but seem like is a not changing fact and i don't have any excuse to skip this event, so, i still have to fly back...if not, few weeks later i also need to back to this ''jungle island'' !! ok...is 17th june 2010, is the date that i need to fly back to labuan, luckily i met said to sit same flight with me to back to that poor island...when i reached labuan, we had a free whole afternoon to get our room, had our meal and hang out at the small village there - Mutiara !! at night, had a quick briefing about the whole week scedule about the Kursus Pembimbing Mahasiswa 2010~~

the second day onward really aint that easy, everyone is getting tired, tired and tired..we all really felt very very very sleepy, but nothing can help us, just can said that luckily we didn't fell sick....1 week had past~~finally the ghost training is over !!! everyone that joined this kursus getting more closer to each other compared to the first day that we ever didn't know each other till know everyone name~~have to thanks en.masri !! hehe...

ok..is time to leave labuan n move to UMS kk...at first we enjoyed the time on the big ferry, but when stepped into the bus heading to UMS, we all sleep like hell because of the tiredness !! after 3 hours ++ journey, we finally reach ums and finished all the procedure to check in and all that we all decided want to walk out to 1B while it is raining cats and dogs outside...speechless~~we having nice meal for being long time didn't taste it and we also slept in cinema while it was showing ''toy story 3''...hahaha..we all so sleepy man !! after that we straight went back hostel and sleep !! lolx....

the next day, also nothing to do, went to CP and warisan square there...we all having japanese cuisine, so yummy and very full !! just because had a briefing at night, so we had to back to campus earlier and also need to take a nap before went to the briefing - although sleep more than 10 hours but i still very sleepy leh...hahaha

third day onward, just can said that all the activities having at there is not a tough job for UMS KAL psm, we all were more to enjoy the activities than feel suffer from it..cause the activities are really not that tough compared to the activities in UMS KAL~~we walked whole UMS compound - library, SKTM, UMTP, DC, kg E, kg CD, kompleks sukan, canselori, UMS peak, ODEC, pintu gerbang and even the masjid !! really very enjoyed it cause we as the students who study in labuan got a chance to look through all the building and location in this big UMS..althought whole journey we also need to walk, but is in a relaxing mood ~~ hehe ^^

after all the induksi, is time to start the preparation for orientation week~~i been ordered to duty in unit technical and siaraya, actually i had no idea on what it is, but when the word siaraya straight make me think of last time when i was still the newbies in ums, they were a group of people used to record the event and our sleeping faces !! hahaha...and yes, i m the camera-girl in this whole event !! hahaha...really very interesting and can let juniors know where am i standing at and know who am i !! hehe...enough popular...lolx...actually besides this job, still got another important thing to do - capturing photos for juniors for their matrik cards in every kampung, so, i need to wear matric card all along the time to let them know what the point we captured their photos ~~ ^^ cause i just helping others members, thus, i got free time to follow other unit to see what can i helped them...just like unit sambutan pelajar, i helped the parents and juniors to solve their problem cause last year also not much seniors to let me ask..so, this year i need to help them much....besides, i also kepo follow them to airport to see the newbies walked out from airport..so interesting and funny also...on the way back to campus also felt funny to talk with juniors that came from penisular...hahahaha...but still hope all my answers can help them more in their uni life..

last few days in UMS KK, my duty place also in DC, make me feel very cold when in it and feel hot when i went out from DC just for throw rubbish or went to toilet..at last i cant stand for the cold hot cold hot and i fell sick~~all the sickness came back to me -- fever, flu, cough and sore throat !!! hate it...and very suffered cause still need to stay in DC, but maybe is me stubborn, i still want to continue stay in DC to feel the environment in DC..hahaha...how said i also had not much chance to stay at there, so must appreciate the moment at there...hehe...sick will recovered de mar...^^

back to UMS KAL, still got 3 days more to go till the end of the orientation, thus, still need to work hard on it~~as a member of unit protokol and sambutan pelajar~~i need to always attend all the event that having in DU, cant skip at all...haiz...damn tired~~~but i still enjoyed everything...hahaha...and lastly everything come to an end, finally it finished, i can get enough rest and make my sleeping time back to normal~~yes !!!!!!!!!!!!!

after that, school reopened already ~~~ meet back all my lovely friends, feel much better with them ^^ love you all so much....hahahaha

* erm, i still need to say something...during induksi and orientation in UMS KK is the longest time we met together...but then we are not couple already...we even didn't talk to each other, pretend like we really don't know each other...and don't want to let others know we know each other long time ago~~~but, eye contact still have lar...all the time also u give me expression first then i just smile back to you...if not, i won't go and say hi to u....whenever i be brave to talk to you also end up with a very bad ending...so, better not !! and during this event, i know much more on u in other aspects...and i sure u also can get something different on me than the one u used to know before !! btw, we had a great time ~~~ ^^

p/s : nice to meet new friends either in UMS KAL or UMS KK ~~ really glad to meet u all....=)

we = UM, UKM, UPM, USM, UTM, UMS, UUM, UniMAS, UniMAP, UMK, UMT, UMP !! =D

is glad to meet back half of the classmate when form 6~~

so fun to chit-chat all over the yum cha session~~

talk non-stop~~

the table have to join till so long just able to let everyone sit~~

every time our chit-chat topic is about each one uni life~~

share everything that happen around us during the first year that we had just finished~~

time passed and we seem to be pleaseful that we can gather around~~

we miss everyone and everyone miss us~~

glad to hear everyone live well~~

although many things happen in this year but we success to pass through it well~~

everyone live happily and enjoy their life~~

this time the gathering is all about the university sharing section that purposely make for our

juniors that will get into local uni soon~~

we wish to help them to get more information for each local uni that they entering soon~~

so, we called the representative from every uni to talk about how, what and when to get prepared to enter uni just like what our seniors did for us before we enter to local uni~~

glad that we able to gather most of the representative to get into the sharing section~~

just like what i wrote in my title, although we just few students in form 6 last time, but we were separate to different local uni, that why it seem more easier to get into the sharing section~~

but just because some of us included me will be back earlier to each uni for the training section of orientation week, we cant be attend on the sharing section which is on 26th of june 2010~~

but, really fun to have this kind of yum cha session, meet friends that had long time no see~~

appreciate all~~

hehe ^^v

p/s : is waiting for the 1 day trip to gunung ledang aka air panas next wednesday ( 9/6/2010 )~~ =D